Agoraphobia
“Can you deny my free will? Can you banish my shadows / silence my echoes, make the person in the mirror disappear”
Fireflies of the Waste
“At dusk, orphans flock to the abandoned chapel, / an assembly formed by starvation, from scabs & stuttering ribs, / memories of parents slamming doors to ruined flats& the creak of deadbolts in their ear canals.”
Radiant Porcelain
“we stood at the edge of the cliff, overlooking the sea, / down in Pacifica, remember, near that Fancy Taco Bell, the one / took my sister to for her prom after her boyfriend Rick / drowned down in Santa Cruz”
Is This All She Is?
“one or two / lines from the poem / using slash to indicate line breaks.”
bloom of moon jelly dads in a bathtub
“your feet grow wet / still you kneel / with the net in your palms / fishing for his cracked pieces / moon jellies floating”
In Protection of the Daughter
“At the store for more dryer sheets, I see someone slide their hand in an O down some other daughter’s ponytail. I know the next part of the joke—he loops it around her neck like a rope. I was a daughter, too, when I learned daughters are always at the hazard of augers.”
Doing Drag For You
“Everyone is getting ready in the falafel restaurant / they let us use for a dressing room.”
Photophobia
“I wish they could see / everything that survived, everything / that came back, like the drooping / head of an untended flower brought / upright by careful attention.”
Redemption Story
“ … I wish / I could show them the widening gyre / of debris choking their Pacific Ocean / reduced to a clear-eyed patch of sea / and the countless animals rehomed / there now.”
On Wearing A Mask In The Grocery Store
“I can view magnified a thousand times. / When my daughter asks why we shelter in, / I tell her it’s because dinosaurs sleep”
Venus de Milo with Drawers Takes to the Pole for the Last Time
“You should’ve seen me—my smooth white hips, / the way they slung cold around powder-slick metal, / the way I whispered Hey there honey, you look so sad in the ears of men waxed with whiskey / and a taste for mink and plaster.
Naked Admission (a fantasy)
“I imagine the nudists rising / early to eat cheese, drinkcafé au lait, before / heading”
Aubade with Ravens
“from feathers and freckles the sky with constellations. / Morning reminds me how closely we sleep”
I Ask What You Have and Reach Into Your Mouth to Find
“to ask if he thought this could be long-term, this safety, / this him. Thank you for eating it before I learned his answer. / And this morning, four a.m., I reach into your mouth, find”
Apology to Alteo
“winter—in under a week. / By now I’ve learned / I can only grow the things “
What the War Was Not
“Letters, weeks filing past / between them, long-necked like vees / of geese. Which outpost? / Which outpost? You pouring sand”
We'll Get There Somewhere
“Sometimes the mundane things are themost helpful. A bigger stage and better equipment. Trajectories and linesof flight. More silence. “
“i lose my teeth in a recurring dream” and “reasons i do not like to be touched”
“or they fall out with the barest pressure, when i apply lipstick or when i brush them, when i touch the gum line it gives like bubble yum soft and wet but no stick my mouth a plump soil overrun with hard teeth my words must grow around, i gather them until my mouth is lush, i throw them into the sky like rice at a wedding”